mountains and molehills

Why do you feel so strongly about such immediate things? such improbable things?

Why am I at such a loss, to understand who I truly am? How much of me is really me, and how much depends on my company?

How do I begin to show my true self around people who have known me for so long and have never seen those parts? What would possess me to keep parts of myself undisclosed?

What is wrong that I am afraid to be myself? Do I even know who that is?